Friday, July 11, 2008

Too Much of Something Is Bad Enough...

*Tajuk di atas tidak ada kena mengena dengan isi entri beta*

Sejak hari Isnin lalu beta merasa keletihan yang super supreme. Seluruh muscle dan sendi badan beta sungguh lemah. Rasanya macam ada sesuatu yang menyerap tenaga beta...oh apakah?

Semenjak Erica di posting ke KL we took over her bookings. Ada la teeny weeny things that we nned to straighten up but we managed.

Lupa lak mo bagitau yang my Aunty, her husband & her 2 children temporarily tumpang di rumah we all. X payah aku bagi details on the why's coz it's quite personal & boleh bikin kontroversi bagi pihak2 yang mengenali our family. To be honest, I'm feeling a little uncomfortable with the whole situation. Just imagine la a house that small with so many people...sedangkan kami 1 family pun ala2 muat x muat jer, inikan lagi campur ngan drg...tambah sendat! Cumanya aku x mo jadi kwang hajau...so aku bagi muka kat aunty aku. Aku harap drg faham dengan keadaan kami. Aku x kira pasal makan ke hapa, cuma aku harap drg timbang rasa ngan kami.

My mom told me that I should not be selfish, that I must help people in need especially my blood relative (namely my aunt - my baba's sister). True indeed, however, I can't be a hypocrite and put on my happy mask everytime I'm home. It's like we've been robbed out of our privacy.

~Sigh~ when will this agony be over? I wish for them to leave ASAP! I need my privacy back!

Kurang ajar kah aku?

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