Depressed

I'm feeling really depressed right now...feel like crying, screaming like hell till all the burden that swells inside my chest go away.

I can't tell you exactly what happen..I just can't right now. It really hurts. Maybe later when I can think straight again.

~sigh~

The Plans....

...is to bring Ajib for his Tom Tom Bak audition this Saturday (can some 1 tell me di mana tempat audition tu? I only know the date but not the audition's venue)

...is to have a picnic with my whole family after the audition

...is to eat my medicines on time in order to be healthy enough to accomplish the first two as above

I am currently :-

...Sleepy
...Hungry
...Blur
...Cannot wait to go home. I'm so tired!
...Blaming my medications for not working properly in my system


There you go..my ramblings of the day.

Toodles!

Sad!

I'm not in a very good mood. I hate it when I'm sad. Feel like going back and curl up in my bed...shut the lights out...roll my curtains down and fall into a very deep sleep. I wanna wake up with a free mind...forget all my problems. I want this pain to go away...so far that it won't reach me anymore.

I wanna feel happy and loved again if I could...but it's seems so far from my reach.

GOD, my life is a mess!

I need a break.......