I Don't Like This...

I hate me!

I just ate a full plate of dinner (rice + ayam kicap with lotsa cili padi).

I hate the fact that I've failed to stick to my diet. Damn! Now I have to start all over again. From the scratch, that is!

Lost 3 kg in a month, gained it back in 3 days flat! Nice...

I need a drill sergeant to keep an eye on my diet (calling Jillian Michaels!).

Should I audition for The Biggest Loser Asia?

Hmm.....

An Award For Me... :)))

Saya adalah terharu...

Selama ber-blog ni saya baru terima satu award (from Ratu Syura)

And after what seems like eternity, saya terima award lagi...dan saya terharu *mata mula berkaca-kaca*

Thank you Paival for the award...

Owh, it comes with a tag...so here goes :-

1. Ucap terima kasih dan letakkan link orang yang memberi award ini

I just did! Tapi oleh kerana terharu, I will do it again: Thank you Paival for the award...

2. Nyatakan 7 perkara tentang diri anda

Now..this is interesting. Rasanya saya pernah buat benda ni tapi bukan 7 perkara, more like 5 perkara mcm tu (saya adalah malas mau check balik so kalau ada yg ter repeat, apa bulih buat)

7 things about me...

• Saya gilakan Nescafe Ping! Sangat sangat sangat gila nescafe ping. Memang itulah minuman wajib saya setiap hari no matter sihat or sakit. Kalau x dapat nescafe ping, boleh meroyan dibuatnya!. Buat masa ni, nescafe ping tersedap pernah saya rasa adalah yg dibuat oleh diri saya sendiri..heheheeh! Bahan wajib dlm nescafe ping buatan saya (if order di kedai saya akan request) is Susu Cair. Klu xda ni, x dapek den menelan kepe ping itu....

• I can't eat alone in a restaurant. It's too awkward for me. Macam semua orang tengok saya dengan sejenis pandangan yg bikin saya uncomfortable (hakikatnya drg x peduli pun). Pernah try mau makan sendirian tapi selalunya percubaan adalah gagal belaka. Last2 tapau saja.

• I wash my hair everyday. Mandi tanpa mencuci rambut bukanlah mandi dalam ertikata sebenar. Rasa macam panas tu terperangkap dlm rambut. Ada orang cakap x bagus cuci rambut hari2. Ntah betul ka tidak. Yg penting saya suka rambut saya wangi syampu.

• Janganlah suruh saya ingat selok belok jalan di mana2 pun. Alamat sesat barat kamurang. Berkali2 pigi pun saya boleh tersalah jalan. Yeah, I'm that bad, believe me!

• Saya x pandai cakap lama2 di telefon walaupun dengan boyfriend (now ex-bf) sendiri. After 15 minutes I will find an excuse to hang up. Rimas la cakap panjang2. Telinga pun panas. I prefer a face-to-face conversation better than yakking away on the phone.

• I took my bra off at nite. Can't sleep well with them on me chest (ops...is it too much?)

• Saya x makan pulut (kecuali pulut panggang & kocung), tausa, anything yg ada kelapa kering, tuhau (musuh besar ni), tausi, mustard, semua jenis jeruk & benda yang masam. I choose savory over sweet cakes.

3. Pass kepada 15 orang award ini.

As usual I wont pick & choose or tag seiapa. You are free to claim this award as you like. Open invitation ni!

4. Beritahu kepada 15 orang bertuah ni bahawa diorang dapat award ni

You guys, sudilah menerima award ini...and buatlah tagnya kalau sudi.

There you go, done & dusted.

Haish, kenapalah susah betul mau cari ayat penutup ni? Berkerut dahi memikir..tapi x juga dapat.

Babailah!

Glemer 2 minit...

Kefamousan 2 minit adik saya...

Tuuuu dia...yang ada kena tanda pakai anak panah putih tu...

Merasa juga adik aku masuk TV...

Ko ada?

C ya!

Malam ini...

*Lupakan diet, sebab lauk sodap wlu pun ikan goreng + sambal belacan + ulam2..maka beta makan dengan tamak sampai senak perut. X cukup tu, tambah semangkuk bihun goreng. Alamat melayang la RMxxxx yg dijanjikan sebagai habuan akibat mengikut nafsu. Isk isk isk...

*Kumpul ramai2 tgk Konsert Akademi Fantasia..yag NAN HADO (tapi tgk juga..mcm palui)

*Mau tgk Trek Selebriti sebab my BROTHER ada jadi extra time si Anum kna interview. Anum, my bro & sis satu sekolah tp x sama batch. Hopefully x kena edit, klu x kachiwa jawabnya.

*My dearest niece Tasya buat gaya lagi...meragam bila mau di kasi tidur. Mom sabar ja la...huhuhu...

*Just got tweet from Joe Klub Kidd, Abdillah Murad @ Achik Spin meninggal dunia sebab kemalangan ngeri! MPV arwah terbabas, then terbakar di Lebuh Raya Kajang-Negeri Sembilan. Al-Fatihah...

Setakat ini update untuk kali ni. Nanti sambung...that is, klu ada mood.

C ya ppl!

Paranoid!

Yeah, PARANOID is the word to describe my feelings for the past few days. There's a reason behind it but I choose to keep it between my close-knit circle. Somethings x perlu di uar uarkan.

I've noticed that my happy mood rapidly deteriorate, hence the tendency to bite other people heads off (especially those who annoyed me with their superficial 'nice' behavior) came flowing almost 24-7. Minggu ni memang siot la. Happy memang ada but very sekejap. Then some things bothered my mind and terus cam emosi gila. All bad feelings mixed up and swelling inside of me, hasilnya adalah STRESS!

Sekarang ni, all I can do is tawakal. My friend pass this word of wisdom to me:-

"Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun.. Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya"

Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani...

What else?

I know..I know..

Bosan gila kan blog ni? No updates....nothing!

Saya pun bosan tgk layout dia ni...rasa macam mau tukar but...sigh! The last time I changed my layout pun sudah rasa macam terseksa. Maybe sebab saya blm master lagi part2 change mengechange segala ni. And I haven't got much time to explore all those things yet. Trial & error la kan. Klu x dapek2 jugak...bungkus kedaung la this blog and buka blog baru, sudah! We'll see how it goes.

I'm running a one-woman-show in this office last week since my other colleague went for a course for the whole week. It's driving me crazy but Syukur Alhamdulillah I could handle all task without any glitch. Maybe it's because of my experience in this line of work makes me calm whenever crisis arises. Although there are moments when I feel like tearing my hair off and screaming madly at everyone, at the end of the day I knew I did a good job.

What else?

Owh, it's Ajib's 8th Birthday yesterday. sorry my dear, kakak awal2 lagi pokai bulan ni. I hutang him a present. Tunggu next pay lah.

Yep..sindrom terover budget strikes again. This month la yg teruk...banyak gua kluar $$...macam2 mau di beli & di repair so terpaksa la budget habis-habisan.

What else?

Haish...abis idea sudah. Sambung nantilah.

Tasya! Tasya! Tasya!

I'm missing my niece like crazy!!! My super cute and super adorable niece, aunty rindu la sama u!!!

She's almost 11 months old now...and super cheeky too! Pandai buat trick ini budak. Bikin gerammmm...mcm mau di gigit!

Owh..cuteness!!!

Hiburan hati kami. Syiok klu dia di rumah, boleh di gomol2 sampai dia mengamuk...hehehe...

*Sigh* Cepat la hantar Tasya pi rumah...we missed her gila2 suda ni! :(((((