I'm Not Dead....

Just need some time to recover from my brother's wedding..it's been a blast and I've used up all my energy for it.

Just be patient for the photos....I'll upload 'em sooner or later.

And the stories behind the scene, of course!

So yeah, that's all for now.

Later, peeps!

1) Saya adalah sangat bosan sekarang. I hate working when I don't feel happy and tensed. Bukanlah pasal banyak kerja or what but tension dengan perangai hanjeng some people. Gawd I hate it!

2) I want to eat but I can't decide what's good for lunch. How la mcm ni?

3) I can't wait for my last day in this office and to start in a new place. Yes, I'm gonna move up one notch. New year, new achievement (Insya Allah). Enuff said.

Entry merapu sahaja. Be back with real entry later.

In the mean time, layan saja kemerapuan berhemah di atas. Hate it, criticize it if u must. I dun gove a damn.

Maaf, kebiulan makin menjadi-jadi. Better go for lunch now.

Happy 14th Bday Dear Ngustam....

My lil' bro is 14yrs old 2day!!!

Happy Birthday AZLAN KHAIRUL BIN AZNI! May Allah bless you always!

Ada celebration sikit tonite, but for families only la...majlis kecil kecilan aje.

Klu ada mood, I will snap2 some pictures. Klu x....tau2 sendiri sudah!.

Owh, gatal plak leher ni. Dari semalam asyik batuk2. X sukaaaa!!!!

Dah...x tau nak update mende. C ya in my next post.

Still sad...

For those who are following/reading this blog dah tentu tahu my uncle passed away recently (also my late grandma in March 2009). Since then, I haven't update my blog. I have no desire to do so. Maybe because I'm too sad/too tired, hence the desire to blog kinda slipped away. This year alone, saya telah kehilangan dua insan yang paling saya sayangi...

I wanna write about all bittersweet memories that I once share with them, but I found it too hard to write without crying. Their passing reminds me so much of the day my dad passed away...and instantly I'm back to the traumatic experience again. Not that I'm not 'redha' with fate but somehow it's hard to let go.

I don't know how to describe my feelings rite now. It's too messy, too tangled and too....*sigh*...complicated. However I will always pray for forgiveness from Allah, for my strength, my patience and my iman. I will always pray for the departed souls...may Allah forgive their sins.

And to all my loyal readers (and the new ones too)...sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah kepada Arwah baba, Azni bin Abd Hamid dan Arwah Pakcik, Azlanee bin Abd Hamid...semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama org2 yg beriman...Amin...

For my non muslim readers, pray for my grandma, The Late Laura Liew Ah Moi..may her soul rest in peace...

Later ppl!

Al Fatihah....

First & foremost, Al Fatihah for my beloved uncle, Allahyarham Azlanee bin Abd Hamid who passed away on 19 November 2009. He was 33 yrs old. Allahyarham meninggalkan seorang balu dan seorang anak perempuan berusia 1 tahun 1 bulan. Allahyarham merupakan adik bongsu kepada Allahyarham Azni bin Abd Hamid (my dad).

Kami sekeluarga kehilangan seorang insan yang amat di sayangi...

Saya betul2 terasa dengan pemergian arwah...sebab beberapa minggu sebelum dia meninggal dia teringin makan roti pakistan and he asked me to make some for him. memang saya nak juga buat untuk arwah but ada saja halangan sampai arwah meninggal...rasa terkilan sangat sangat x dapat tunaikan permintaan arwah.

However I made the roti on the 3rd day of tahlil...sedekah atas nama arwah. Mudah mudahan diterima oleh Allah SWT.

I am still sad but inilah ketentuan Illahi...

I will update abt this later in my next post. I just wanna clear my head and rest for a while.

Kepada readers, sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah untuk Allahyarham...

"Oh My Lord Allah, please forgive him and please raise him to the level of those who receive your guidance and please give him a replacement in his line of descendants. Please forgive us and him, oh Allah,Owner of the Universe and please give him space and light in his grave"

AL FATIHAH....

I'm on drug...seriously!

Yep, you read it right. I'm on drug, literally. But not that kind of drug la. It's because I'm having a little problem with my hormones, apparently it went crazy in my body (hence the temper!) causing an irregular menstrual cycle. I took a blood test last month, and got the result last week so I went for another appointment at the clinic.

They have to manually write down my number. Something wrong with their numbering machine


I'm actually trying to snap that blinky thing on top, just to show u guys that the numbering does not work. However, since my phone's not working really well since it's screen shattered to million pieces, I have to make do with this pic.

Surprisingly the clinic is quite empty...and I don't really have to wait for long for my turn. in about 15 minutes or so, I'm ready to see my doctor.

Done with check up. Time to get my drug. Those pharmacist are really efficient. Service done in matters of minute.

Got a day MC. I'm really happy! A chance to relax at home at last!


The drug that I have to consume for 10 freakin' days! I need to take this thing to induce my menstruation AND 21 days after my period, I have to undergo another test for my hormone count. Then they'll prescribe me another meds...to balance my hormones.

So that's that, my life so far.

C ya!

Tasya's Latest Pics...

Special entry for my niece...Natasya Ayumi. She'll be 6 mts old tomorrow. Love her to bits!

Tasya & Teha

Tasya & her Nenek

Happy strolling in her walker

Woke me up in the morning...

With her mummy yg shy shy tenuk...

That's all...

I'll be back with more updates in a bit.

C ya!