Strange Dream...

Had a dream last nite..no, after Subuh actually..and it's rather a strange one. I woke up with an odd feeling..still trying to figure out what's going on. It took me a good few minutes of eye-blinking to shake it off my mind and realize that I'm no longer in Slumberland.

In that dream of mine, I was standing in the kitchen frying some egg, but suddenly the kitchen is on fire. Everyone's panicking away. I started to yell 'Pigi sungai! pigi sungai!' and the scenery immediately changed. Suddenly I was on the riverbank, the one at my kampung with loads of kids (some I know, some are strangers) swimming and splish-splashing around like nothing ever happened. When they saw me, they smiled and waved at my direction. I feel peaceful.

Next thing I know, I was at 1B throwing knives and axes at the archery place (knife and axes instead of bow and arrows, I tell you!). Some idiots mocked my lack of skills, I was totally pissed at them so I threw the knives at their direction. Bull's eye, they're dead! Some police officer came but he did not arrest me, he arrested those dead guys. I'm off the hook and free to go.

Then the scenery changed again. I was somewhere having a drink with this hot guy and one of my ex bf suddenly came in to the scene and begging me to take him back. I can't recall my answer but I remembered the hot guy and my ex bf exchanging banters and throwing series of punches at each other. I was scared, but managed to grab the hot guy and dragged him out of the place. We walked till the end of the building and there's a car waiting for us.

I got in the car and surprised to see the driver is actually my crush way back when I was working at the airport. Again, his car is full of kids - his kids to be exact, and they looked so pleased to see me. As we drove, one of the kids hugged me and say 'Welcome home, Mama...we missed so so much!'

And that's when I woke up.

My first thought: Where's the hot guy? Did I ditch him? OMG OMG OMG!!!!!

My 2nd thought: I'm married with 5 kids, and my husband is soooo hot! And I'm having an affair with a hot guy...man, I am lucky!

When I fully woke up, I thought: 'Ow shiz! I'm late for work!' and scampered to the bathroom pronto.

Hampeh!

Answer-The-Questions-Time

I copy/steal this from Paival's blog...coz I'm in da mood to play questions & answers thingy. Heavens, I've done this a lot in my old post and been hiatus for quite some times but now that the mood is kicking in, so I gave way to it.

Just layan lah...

1. Lets start it off with, are you single?
   Yes I am
2. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
   Ow yeah!
3. What were you doing at 8:00 AM?
   In my office. Punctual bah ni...
4. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
   Err..yeah...
5. Some people were really destructive as a child, were you?
   Nah, my parents (mom, especially) are great and they taught me well
6. Is it possible to be single and happy?
   Why not? Live life to the fullest. Screw what other ppl think.
7. Are you a jealous person?
   Nope. Ask my exes if u dun believe me.
8. What were you doing last night at midnight?
   Watching telly & surfing the net (kill 2 birds with 1 stone, heh!)
9. Have you ever been told, your going to hell?
   Maybe not, at least not in front of me
10. How do you feel about your hair right now?
    I wanna cut it short. Not too short, though!
11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
    That depends. If I meet my match, possibly it will last forever. If not, well...you do the math.
12. What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
    Nothing worth mentioning. All those things that's memorable happened before summer.
13. Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
    Only GOD have the answer to that one.
14. Have you ever gone out of your way to do something meaningful?
    No, not really.
15. If you could change your eye colour, would you?
    Nay, I'm proud of what I have.
16. Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
    Both.
17. Do you fall for people easily?
    No. I'm really picky.
18. Are you missing someone right now?
    Not really.
19. How’s your heart lately?
    Normal, I guess.
20. Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
    Errr...kind of
21. Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
    I'm fine. Slept well last nite. What is there to be mad about?
22. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
    Very :).
23. Last person you laid in bed with?
    *the V card is still safe n sound, thank u very much*
24. Have you cried this week at all?
    Yes. I missed arwah Baba & Pacik Jani so much....
25. Where were you at 7:00 this morning?
    On my way to work
26. Are you afraid of falling in love?
    Terrified is more likely to be the word!
27. Are there some songs you can’t listen to because they remind you of a person?
    Nope. I'm good.
28. Are you drunk?
    Negative. Heh!
29. Last person you texted?
    My aunt Shirin a.k.a my best friend
30. You have just sculled a whole bottle of vodka, what are you doing?
    Catwalking on the dinner table and pretending to be the curvaceous supermodel in the world.
31. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
    My sis-in-law
32. Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
    NEVAAAH!
33. Have you ever suspected anyone of cheating on you? Yeah.
34. Have you ever made out with someone who was drunk?
    No way!
35. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
    With my clothes on.
36. Who do you feel most comfortable talking about everything to?
    My aunt Shirin & my mom
37. What did you do this past Saturday?
    Working 8 - 5!
38. How are you feeling?
    Feeling alrite
39. Is there someone you cant stop thinking about?
    *krik krik krik krik krik*
40. Will tomorrow be better than today?
    It's all depend on oneself.
41. What do you bite on more, your tongue, or lip?
    My lips. It's a habit...
42. Do you ever curse in front of your parents?
    Only when I don't realize they're there...
43. Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
    Sadly nope...
44. Do you know anyone named matt?
    Yeah.
45. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
    Sure thing!
46. Ever get so drunk you don’t remember?
    Never. I hate alcohol. They smell bad.
47. Are you excited about anything?
    On couple of things: 1) Family outing end of this month 2) Chinese New Year - balik kampung & celebrate 3) Karaoke nite with my cousins...
48. Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
    U mean casual peck on the cheek? Hell yeah! Lip to lip with some tongue action - NO

There you go, the Q&A.

For those who wants to do this, be my guest.

Now I need to clear my head. I have one assignment from NNG and I need to let my creative juice flow rather quickly tapi masalahnya idea blm datang lagi!!!!! Mati lah mak sengkang mata malam ni...aarrrgghhhh!!!

Sick! Daym!!!

I'm down with diarrhea and took a day off :(((

It hurts like hell (my tummy, not the one that ur thinking)

Feeling better rite now, thanks to Chi Kit Teck Aun pills ( I didn't go to clinic, x larat ler..)
The thing is, I dun have an MC to back me up..hope I'm not gonna be in trouble tomorrow (fingers crossed)

Pray for and with me people...I really need it.

Despite my sickness I still have chores to do..and since baby Tasya is here, I'm gonna feed her, a warm bath will follow soon after.

*FINGERS CROSSED FOR TOMORROW*

My Wedding Plan...

Calm down, ppl! Don't send me those presents/congrats cards (but monies are always welcomed..need my account number? heheheh) just yet. It's just another tag...so layaaaaan je lah...

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the wedding plan! At the end, choose the people you want to tag. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1. How old are you?
   31 1/2 almost 32 (wawawa...terasa ketuaan.....)
2. Are you single?
   Yes
3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
   33???
4. Do you think you’ll marrying the person you are with now?
   Nooooo!!!
5. If not, who do you want to marry?
   Er...there's someone in my mind, but I dare not say. I'll leave it to GOD.
6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
   Bridesmaid..of course, one of my sisters or cousins...best man, I have no idea
7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
   Traditional AND simple. No lavish affairs. Just a simple kenduri will do.
8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
   Australia perhaps? If not, Bali will do. Or Cameron Highland. Susah2 Kundasang pun ok bah!
9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
   200-300 (simple ka lagi?)
10. Will that include your exes?
    Yeah. Past is past.
11. How many layers of cake do you want?
    Three with different shapes & sizes
12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
    Morning about 10 or 11 am.
13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding.
    Angel (Celine D & R Kelly), I Do Cherish You (98 Degrees), This I Promise You ('NSYNC), From This Moment (Shania Twain),
14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
    Buffet ma..fork n spoon saja lor
15. Champagne or red wine?
    Paling2 Grenadine or Orange..maybe some soft drinks la
16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
    Days after the wedding.
17. Money or household items?
    BOTH please!
18. How many kids would you like to have?
    3-5, Insya Allah...
19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
    Only the 'U' rating...yang 18SX tu no no no....
20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
    All singles who read this blog, or anyone interested doing this tag.

All the best! *winks*

Azman's Wedding Part 2 (masih malam berinai)..

I'm not gonna put any captions cause uploading these photos alone took an awful lot of time. And I'm still exhausted from it (excuse for my lazyness :D).

BTW, I couldn't find pictures of ppl yang merenjis that nite. So just layan those pics, ppl! I'm out~!

P/s Gambar nikah & sanding (bride's side) will be updated soon....stay tune!

Damn!

Aku adalah sangat hairan akan diriku ini...mengapakah???

I like this guy. I enjoyed teasing him and make him blush. He plays hard to get...which is challenging and makes me more attracted to him. But, the moment he opened his mouth and asked me out, I dunno why I said NO and terus jadi awkward.

DAMN!!!!!

This always happened to me. Everytime I was asked out on a date by the guy that I liked, tiba tiba lost interest..walhal mula2 tu memang aku suka dengan dia. Then lepas tu menyesal macam gila. Shit owh! Am I jinxed?

Never mind, I'll keep moving forward...

Tapi apakah ertinya sampai sekarang sesak my chest..macam ada something yang unsettled....

DAMN AGAIN!!!!

When will I have the courage to say yes? More specifically, WHERE IS THE GUY WHO COULD MAKE ME SAY YES ON A DATE????

That questions remained unanswered.

Azam Tahun Baru Is Not Applicable To Me..Owh, Happy New Year Everyone!

Ow yeah..we're now in 2010, leaving 2009 behind.

(owh, I will continue to upload my brother's wedding pics after this entry...secepat mungkin)

Biasanya orang2 semua mesti sibuk mau berazam tahun baru...
Tukar kereta lah, beli rumah lah, naik pangkat lah....macam2!
Ada sesetengah tu, azam tahun lepas pun belum tercapai...so just continue sajork~!

Saya actually paling malas@x suka di tanya perihal azam mengazam ni. I really wanna bitch slap orang yang tanya 'Apa azam tahun baru kau?' at me. Seriously! Okay, so it's not wrong for them to ask but I cannot help feeling annoyed dengan pertanyaan itu...however I dont blame them coz it's me yang bermasalah sebenarnya...bukan diorang.

Bukannya apa, bagi saya new year resolution ni x perlu...sebab kalau mau buat resolution you don't have to wait until new year..u can make it anytime, be it a monthly, weekly or daily resolution. Contohnya, one day I realized that I haven't had a Ngiu Chap for months...so saya pun berazam untuk makan ngiu chap dlm minggu itu juga. Itu pun blh jadi azam (ok I know it's pathetic but as an example boleh la kan, asal kau faham...geddit?)

I know this may sound like I have no goals in life..maybe orang akan fikir yang saya ni tiada matlamat yg mau di capai but believe me I do. Cuma I did not set any time limit for me to achieve my goals supaya otak ni x serabut/overloaded. And I absolutely HATE it kalau saya failed to complete those resolutions. That is why I dun do new year's resolutions. I dun wanna feel like a loser. Adalah sangat x best perasaan itu.

Aaaarggghh...tetiba kehilangan idea!

Nanti lah sambung.

*I know entry macam sampah tapi lantaklah! Sukati aku! Ada aku kesah?