It's time for a confession.

Remember when I told you guys about me leaving PB for AHSB? I was so excited at that time I refuse to let fear crept inside of me. Nover I thought of it, not even for a milisecond of my life. But now, I've gotta admit that this fucking fear-feeling starts to take over me. I'm getting scared day after day by the humonguos responsibilities shouldered on me. I started to question my ability to lead and resolve my job, doubt my decision and started to have clogged brain by the second I step into my office. I can't think, can't do my work properly and so fed up by this situation. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? Am I jinxed? (Fuck it, brain! I dun believe in that kinda thing!)

Maybe I need a break. Wake up, Azlinda, wake up!

Urgh! I think I need to get away this weekend. Say, balik kampung?

Decision....decision...

Damn! Even that is hard to think for me! I HATE ME!

Do excuse me...I'm so fucked up I can't think straight. Must stop now or I'll go nuts!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tull next post, TataTitiTutu!