Yesterday was not a good day for me. I dread the whole day with a heavy heart and fuzzy mind. The 'homesick' syndrome kicks in really hard and I've succumbed to it.
The thing is, I've been asked to do the work yang aku x enjoy langsung - Sales & Marketing. You see, I know for a fact that I'm not cut out to do things like that coz I just hate plastering a fake smile and being chatty coz that's so not my character. Pendek kata aku memang x suka buat sales & marketing. AKU BENCI!!!
Semalam aku nekad bagitau my boss yg I dont feel confident doing all that. Thank GOD she can compromise and understand. However she asked me to give it a try. Okay, I will but rest assure that I wont stay long. Paling lama pun 3 bulan. If possible 1 month then I'm going home.
No, bukan coward tapi aku memang BENCI sales & marketing. If u ask me to handle office works, it's not a problem but going out and get sales? That's something yg memang aku ANTI tahap langit ke 7. BENCI BENCI BENCI BENCI BENCI BENCI BENCI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today I felt lighter. Mcm all the bebanan's been lifted up off my shoulder. I've decided no matter what I'm going back...1 month paling cepat, 3 months paling lambat. I can't bear the hole in my heart - that is my family. Kawan boleh di cari tapi keluarga, hilang x berganti. They're my precious no matter how or what.
Susah sangat, aku cari kerja lain. Tak gitu?
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