I've lost my microscopic screw somewhere, so please forgive me if it's a mess...
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Friday, December 3, 2010
Mental
Saturday, November 13, 2010
15 yrs....
Wish You Were Here....
I’ll never forget the day
Someone rang to tell me
That you’d gone away
The hurt is the same
Like an open wound
There are days
I don’t utter a sound
Some days the pain is stronger
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t stand this much longer
I just sit here and weep
I’ve shut my private door
And let no one in
Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in
You were like a rock
Strong, faithful and true
What worth has my life
Now I don’t have you
I was your first born
Daddy’s little girl
I took my own path
But was still part of your world
I was not the best
Guilty of neglect
But you know daddy dearest
I had so much respect
I always loved you
My dad, my star
Now my pain is
To worship you from afar
I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again
I am so proud of you
Brave and strong to the end
Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend
We all love and miss you so much, sleep well
and take care of all who went before you
Forever in my heart...
Al Fatihah buat Arwah Baba...Azni bin Abdul Hamid....
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Keluhan Sesuka Hati Part 2
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Keluhan Sesuka Hati...
Oh well..kklu la dengan x bekerja tu pun blh dapat duit kan...
Gerenti saya akan terperap di rumah...tgk tv, online FB/Twitter dan yang sewaktu dengannya..
Sambil menggemukkan badan yang memang sudah gemuk (menternak lemak)
Bangun pun x payah kelam kabut. Sukati la pukul berapa kan...ada aku kesah?
And cuba bayangkan...
Bukan kah best kalau everytime kita bangun pagi...tiba2 macam eh, ada duit satu stack dibawah bantal..
Then satu stack tu mesti duit RM100.00 berkeping2...
Fuh..kayo makcik!
Shopping everyday...breakfast at rome, lunch at paris & dinner at Spain...gitu!
Tidur? Pilih saja hotel yg best...asalkan 5 bintang (eksen...banyak duit kan)
Kamu rasa, pandai bosan kah tidak kalau hidup kaya raya & asyik shopping memanjang?
Saya rasa tidak..tapi manalah saya tau sebab saya blm pernah lagi hidup kaya raya & asyik shopping memanjang.
Haish...redha sajalah dengan keadaan sekarang. Jangan sampai jahanam kehidupan, cukuplah.
Yang belum pernah merasa hidup kaya raya & asyik shopping memanjang,
Tuan Punya Blog.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Thank GOD for HP & wifi...otherwise I'll just dieeeee!!!!!
Sudahnya saya asyik online pakai hp. Bateri hp pn ala2 hidup segan mati x mau.
Kononnya cpu di panah petir & sedang di repair. X tau la bila siapnya. For the time being saya macam org separuh waras sebab all my work relies on a komputer. Without one, I can't do much. Ada la call sikit2 follow up lebih kurang..afterwhich terkulat2 merenung hp...online FB & twitter. Tapi syukur la blh online pakai hp ni..klu x memang sah saya bakal terencat disini!
Skrg tunggu masa utk appointment dgn client. Discuss pasal upcoming events which will be held very soon. Wish me luck!
Bersiaran di port baru...
Hope this one will last longer.
Siaran langsung dari BPHBR...my tempurung for Godknowshowlong....
Friday, October 8, 2010
This Is Me - Terrified!
Is the greatest find
In a world
Full of wrong
You're the thing thats right
Finally made it
Through the lonely
To the other side
You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrifed
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life
This could be good
Its already better than that
And nothings worse
Than knowing your holding back
I could be all that you need
If you let me try
You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh I only mean it
'Couse its true
So dont you tear
What I've been dreaming
'Couse it keeps me up
And holds me close
Whenever Im without you
You set it again
My hearts in motions
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life, life
In my only life
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Oh, I Have Loads To Tell...But...
Ok, secara ringkas since my last update:
*25/9/2010-Birthday Teha. I baked a chocolate cake & cooked a bit. Nothing fancy, just some fried mee hoon & tid bits..celebrate pun kami2 saja.
*28/9/2010-My birthday. Nothing special pun. Makan2 pun x da so buat dek ja la. But thanks to semua yg wish :)
*1/10/2010-Birthday Ira. I baked a pudding cake, mom masak nasi ayam.
*2/10/2010-Birthday Azman. Malas mo buat kek. Like me, no celebration watsoever.
Saya ada rajin a bit hari ni. Siap mengeluarkan extra energy menyental tingkap rumah & bilik.
Owh, hari ni grandmas saya lunch d rumah. Mama masak daging taucu...enak banget! BTW, mom's gonna cook for CM 2moro...CM lunch d rumah Kak Jan. Mon's spending a nite there. And kami bawa diri ke IP.
We went for a 2 hrs karaoke session...merelease tension. Then smpi IP terus membedal telur dadar for supper. Mcm mna x buntal bgini..sigh~
Ok saya suda mengantuk. Time to sleep. Jumpa lagi di update akan datang.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Terimalah Sayang...Updateku Seadanya...
Updating through my mobile...am at Growball Cinemax mau menonton 'Magika'.
So..I guess that's all for now.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Please Forgive Me...
Hence the apology.
Will commence blogging once I have enough rest.
Till later.....
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Day 28 & 29
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Day 27
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Day 26
Monday, September 6, 2010
Day 25
Day 24
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Day 23
Day 22
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Day 18 - 21
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Day 17
Hari ke 17 Ramadhan agak mencabar sikit dengan cuaca yang panas..tapi alhamdulillah saya berjaya bertahan (dengan keimanan senipis kulit bawang).
So our sahur sangat2 simple. Memandangkan sambal nasi lemak masih ada, mama cuma rebus telus & pour the sambal on top of it & voila...jadi telur sambal. I love it but selera agak kureng sama mcm the day before. Makan buat syarat, ambil pahala sahur....
And for iftar we had Nasi Ayam terkejut. Sebab mula2 memang tiada planning langsung mau makan nasi ayam, tiba2 tukar resepi. Ini semua Ajib punya pasal. Dia yang bising mau makan nasi ayam so teruslah bersilat masak nasi ayam padahal x cukup bahan. However, bagi saya tetap sedap cuma tiada condiments like chilli & ginger parut. Kalau ada lagi power. Oh, Ajib juga membelanja our air for this iftar. He bought Orange Tropicana Twister. Sedap but I prefer mango over oranges :P
That's all for today. To be c0ntinued....
Day 16
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Day 15...and it's my 300th post!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Day 14
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Day 13
Monday, August 23, 2010
Day 12
Day 11
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Day 10 ~ Gumbiraaaa!
Friday, August 20, 2010
Day 9 (entry kekecewaan)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Day 8
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Day 7
Monday, August 16, 2010
Day 6
Day 5
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Day 4
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Day 3
Friday, August 13, 2010
Day 2
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Day 1
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Loooong Vacation..kononnya....
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
Zaman sekolah..
Adalah lawak menengok rupa wajah diri sendiri 20/19/17 yrs back (astaga..20 tahun bah!)
Cuba cari di mana saya...
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
How I Spend My Tuesday...
Aiseh, melencong pulak...
Anyhoo...inilah yang berlaku yesterday:-
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*Subuh yg wajib
*Hantar adik2/ipar ke sekolah/office...on the way balik tapau soto for breakfast. Sampai rumah, makan soto secara berjemaah with mama.
*Mandi & get ready for interview. Thank GOD x payah iron baju.
*Drive to Asia City, then proceed for interview (mcm ada harapan, Insya Allah). Singgah Fook Yuen, tapau (I dunno what it's called but I know the filling is prawn) , beli coca cola & reload for Shirin & me (mine x kena reload pun sampai sekarang, damn punya kedai! Penipu!)
*Drive to Azlan & Teha's school (sambil mengunyah the prawn filling thingy & minum coke), ambil report cards drg. Results x berapa bagus and I'm not happy with it.
*Drive back home. Sakit kepala but x berapa celaka. Masih boleh main2 sama Tasya. Oh mata si Tasya kena ketumbit, bengkak..kesian betul! Decide mau bawa Tasya pi klinik, sekaligus ambil mc.
*Kerana sakit kepala, saya tidur sekejap.
*Bangun dekat jam 130 (Zuhur). Lapar pula...mau makan nasi tapi ternampak lebihan soto Ajib, so I ate that instead. Then I prepared Tasya for clinic. Mom wants to go to KK Plaza after clinic, she wanna buy some material for her handicraft thingy. Just before we left, Sarah & her mom came bawa berita kurang baik; moyang Tasya (Sarah's grand father) sakit tenat, koma di hospital. They wanna bring Tasya to Tenom visit si Moyang.
*After that me & mama pegi klinik. Ambik nombor, check2, ambil ubat...15 minutes after 3 baru siap. Drive ke KK Plaza. Lepas beli barang2, saya adalah kelaparan. So on the way back kami singgah di Jumbo makan roti canai.
*Send mama, tukar baju, Asar & drive (again) to fetch Bro/sis-in-law & sis from office/school. At this point saya hampir tertidur semasa driving. Penat gilaaaa! And kepala makin berdenyut-denyut! X larat drive balik, bro took over. Saya tidur....
*Sampai rumah, mandi, Maghrib. Makan, tapi sikit saja sebab xda selera & kepala sakit. Sebelum Isya' saya telan actifast tapi xda effect pun. And penat punya pasal saya tertidur sampai jam 9pm.
*Bangun dengan splitting headache..x tahan betul! saya makan lagi actifast. This time baru ada effect. Mata masih mengantuk & berat jadi layan tidur sampai pagi...
Dapat news yg Moyang passed away later that evening. Takziah to my sis-in-law & family...
Itulah yang berlaku pada hari Selasa. X interesting mana pun kan?
Lantaklah, ada aku kisah? (Emo tiba2)
Babai.
Monday, July 5, 2010
I Dont Know...
Mata saya sudah boring tengok blog ini.
Lagipun saya rasa saya banyak mengarut disini.
Entahlah..kadang2 banyak yang mahu dikongsikan tapi x tahu mcm mana mau tulis.
Hmm...we'll see how it goes...
Later!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Kalau Binatang Ber'FB'...
Kudos kepada org yg berimaginasi hebat mcm ni.
Alright, let's read and laugh.
Himpunan 'status' binatang/serangga sekiranya mereka ber'FB':-
- Cicak : Tuan rumah baru beli reket elektrik, gua kenduri nyamuk BBQ mlm nih!
- Aedes: Baru jer selamat bagi suntikan maut, yeah!!!
- Cicak : Isteriku tersepit pintu
- Kucing Betina: Anak i yang ke-5 baru tanya siapa bapaknya. I bingung nak jawab apa. I sendiri lupa bapaknya siapa.?
- Ayam : Kawan2, kalu esok guwe tak update, bererti guwe udah di goreng ya. I luv u all.. jangan lupa kenduri arwah untuk guwe yaa...
- Kucing: Baru add awek sebelah umah... keturunan PARSI beb!!!
- Tikus: Operasi malam ni... selongkar kitchen kabinet... who's with me?
- Katak : malam ni nak buat konsert la..da lama x ujan ni..hangat oii..
- Ular : Rasa mcm nak makan lauk telur malam ni..mana nk cari ek..
- Anjing: Aku tension bila ada mat rempit berkumpul tepi rumah aku tiap malam. Nak tido pun x senang! hanjeng punya org!
- Kuda: Patah kaki. Rider aku bangang salah timing bila lompat pagar, sekarang rehat kat kandang.
- Kura-kura: Aku sakit hati bila bini aku berjalan. Lembab mcm siput babi
- Siput babi: Aku sakit hati bila bini aku bergerak. Lembab mcm kura2
- Gagak: Tadi jumpa ayam KFC. Jangan jeles!
- Burung Kakak Tua: Penat betul nk ubah stigma masyarakat. Walaupun aku Burung Kakak Tua, tapi aku burung Jantan!!!
- Babi hutan: susah betul nak cari makanan halal sekarang ni.
- Kera : Semalam GF aku bagi bunga. Sedap jugak kunyah
- Lalat: Asyik hurung bangkai je. Alhamdulillah hari ni jumpa nasi bungkus.
- Sotong : Aku bengang bila tapak sulaiman ejek aku si lembut
- Itik Serati : Hahahhaa lawak2! ayam serama tu ade hati jalan tersengguk2. ...nk tiru aku le tu.. lol....
- Ikan Laga: Boring duduk sorang2 dalam tangki ni...
- Ikan Parang; Kurang asam punya manusia, letak gambar aku kat depan bekas keropok!
- Ikan Jerung: Kenapa x de sorang pun nak add/approve aku. :-(
- Ikan Sepat: Terkenang jiran sebelah yang dah dijadikan ikan pekasam. Al Fatihah...
- Ikan Bilis: Wah ramainya kawan kita. Tahniah remy, ko kawan aku yang ke 5000.
- Ikan Arowana: Cantik tak sisik I? Cantik kan ?
- Ikan Mas Koki: macam mana nak kurus nie?
Saya suka 'status' ikan jerung...muahahhaah!
C ya!
Friday, June 25, 2010
Gumbira...
Sungguh x di sangka...saya mendapat rezeki hari ini. Walaupun x seberapa tapi kira ok lah daripada xda langsung :)
Ok itu saja update untuk hari ini.
Wassalam...